8:48pm // 08/09/01
Life's going pretty good. I kind of opened my eyes today.

You know, I love my baby with all of my heart and that will never change, I wouldn't give her up for all the money in the world, but like all mothers, I get frustrated. Especially right now because she's cutting 3 teeth at once so she's a terror. But she's my baby and I realized there is no reason to get frustrated. I mean, I never did anything when I got frustrated but I still had the feeling of frustration and even though you really don't show any signs, a baby can sense it. Understand? Since I have realized there is no reason to get frustrated, we have both been very happy. I have such a beautiful little girl who is super intelligent. She catches onto things very quick. If I pat on the table 3 times, she pats it 3 times. If I clap 5 times, she claps 5 times. People think it's coincidence, I don't. I will have new pictures of her soon.

My friend Sean is still having a pretty tough time. I guess his girl decided to read the e-mail and now he thinks he lost her for good. I believe if she loved him she wouldn't have told him that just to see if she could get a rise out of him and I also believe she should understand why he said all the things he did. But I still wish the best of luck to Sean and I hope everything straightens out for him soon.

I've been hanging out with my mom's boyfriend's nephew (My sort of cousin?), he's having a hard time because he's getting a divorce from his wife and he just wants a friend. He told me his first impression of me was a naive, innocent little girl and he said his lasting impression was an intelligent, logic, mature girl. Which is hard to find around here. He's a very cool person to hang out with and we both are now single parents. It's nice to have someone I can relate to.

But, I'm almost late for work, I'm out.

-n0fx

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