I'm jealous that my ex go can out and meet people so easily. I'm jealous because he's doing fine while I'm still heartbroken. I'm jealous because he doesn't care about me anymore and I wish I could be like him. I'm jealous because he can get into a relationship so easily and forget about the past but I can't.

It's been a little over 2 months now and I still can't get over him. Why? I've never been so fucking sprun on someone. Why did I open myself up when I knew I was going to be let down.

I wanted to marry him. He said the same thing about me but apparently it was a lie.

He lied to me so much yet I still feel the way I do.

Hello world, I am a fucking jackass.

-n0fx