Anyways, on to a less brighter subject. Tod. He IMs me tonight because I sent him..hmm..Let's see.. A not so nice e-mail. Here's how it goes.

L********01 (1:54:23 AM): can i use the fatwreck acct

Jaundiced i (1:55:41 AM): Heh, yeah, there's an e-mail from me. It's not too nice though. Byebye :)

L********01 (1:56:55 AM): k you dont have to be mean to me nikki

L********01 (1:57:04 AM): i think about you all the time

Jaundiced i (1:57:06 AM): oh, it's already passed that point tod.

Jaundiced i (1:57:08 AM): no you don't

L********01 (1:57:16 AM): oh okay yer right i dont

Jaundiced i (1:57:19 AM): i'm not fucking retarded

L********01 (1:57:27 AM): i know youre not

Jaundiced i (1:57:36 AM): don't play me off like i'm a stupid little girl who's detatched from reality.

L********01 (1:57:42 AM): ill talk to you on my fatr wreck k

Jaundiced i (1:57:50 AM): it's open, go right ahead.

L********01 signed off at 1:57:57 AM.

FatWreck****** (1:59:41 AM): that was pretty mean

FatWreck****** (1:59:47 AM): whats that all about

Jaundiced i (1:59:56 AM): What do you mean what's that all about?

FatWreck****** (2:00:05 AM): you seem to think that im not gonna give you what i owe you

Jaundiced i (2:00:07 AM): Isn't it pretty self-explanatory.

FatWreck****** (2:00:18 AM): youll get your shit

FatWreck****** (2:00:22 AM): money cds

Jaundiced i (2:00:27 AM): Tod, you know what, I need that now more than ever and you keep fucking blowing me off.

FatWreck****** (2:00:28 AM): whatever it is you need from me

FatWreck****** (2:00:30 AM): youll get it

FatWreck****** (2:00:41 AM): IM NOT BLOWING YOU OFF

Jaundiced i (2:00:47 AM): BULL FUCKING SHIT.

FatWreck****** (2:00:59 AM): caps were an accident by the way

Jaundiced i (2:00:59 AM): I write you e-mails "I fucking need it"

Jaundiced i (2:01:04 AM): I'm not fucking joking

Jaundiced i (2:01:06 AM): I NEED it

FatWreck****** (2:01:06 AM): i know you do

FatWreck****** (2:01:13 AM): i need to make

FatWreck****** (2:01:15 AM): it

FatWreck****** (2:01:17 AM): first

Jaundiced i (2:01:24 AM): You've had fucking 2 and a half months to make it

Jaundiced i (2:01:30 AM): excuse me, just 2 months.

Jaundiced i (2:01:32 AM): Whatever.

FatWreck****** (2:02:58 AM): i know

FatWreck****** (2:03:06 AM): but i also have a truck now that i need

FatWreck****** (2:03:15 AM): now that i have that i can pay you back

Jaundiced i (2:03:38 AM): Oh, you think you need a fucking car? Hahaha. I've had to take taxis home from fucking work because I can't get my car fixed because someone wont fucking pay me back

Jaundiced i (2:03:42 AM): Fuck you and your truck

FatWreck****** (2:03:42 AM): i drove by you a couple weeks ago and was tempted to go in to pos and say hi but i was scared

FatWreck****** (2:04:06 AM): please dont say that

FatWreck****** (2:04:12 AM): i want to be friends with you

FatWreck****** (2:04:18 AM): you hate me so much dont you

Jaundiced i (2:04:29 AM): You want to be friends with me yet you wont respond anytime I e-mail you.

Jaundiced i (2:04:33 AM): Hmm, yeah, that makes sense

Jaundiced i (2:04:36 AM): No, I don't hate you.

Jaundiced i (2:04:40 AM): I don't like what you're doing.

Jaundiced i (2:04:47 AM): I don't like it one fucking bit.

FatWreck****** (2:04:49 AM): everytime you email me you write like you hate me

FatWreck****** (2:04:58 AM): i dont know how to respond to that

Jaundiced i (2:05:05 AM): No, my last e-mail was just blunt. "I need fucking money".

FatWreck****** (2:05:10 AM): im not doing anything

Jaundiced i (2:06:02 AM): Okay, keep on thinking that, Tod. I'll just sit back and go broke because I don't have a car to get another job in.

FatWreck****** (2:06:34 AM): im sorry

FatWreck****** (2:06:41 AM): hows your daughter

Jaundiced i (2:06:45 AM): Oh wait, I forgot, I'm already broke.

FatWreck****** (2:06:50 AM): ive been thinking about her

Jaundiced i (2:06:51 AM): She's doing peachy. She's the only one eating.

FatWreck****** (2:06:53 AM): i wanna see her

FatWreck****** (2:07:02 AM): is she crawling

Jaundiced i (2:07:07 AM): Almost.

FatWreck****** (2:07:15 AM): cool

FatWreck****** (2:07:17 AM): well

FatWreck****** (2:07:24 AM): i dont know what to say about that

FatWreck****** (2:07:32 AM): i said i wanted to be dad and i fucked up

Jaundiced i (2:07:47 AM): Yeah, and it's apparent you didn't want to be the dad that bad.

Jaundiced i (2:07:51 AM): So..whatever.

FatWreck****** (2:08:03 AM): i DID

FatWreck****** (2:08:08 AM): i dont anymopre

FatWreck****** (2:08:10 AM): you hate me

FatWreck****** (2:08:13 AM): how could i be

Jaundiced i (2:08:21 AM): Scroll up a bit.

Jaundiced i (2:08:27 AM): I just said I did not hate you.

Jaundiced i (2:08:38 AM): If I hated you, I'm pissed off enough that I would tell you.

Jaundiced i (2:08:41 AM): But I don't hate you.

FatWreck****** (2:09:12 AM): k

FatWreck****** (2:09:24 AM): i miss you and twyla

FatWreck****** (2:09:33 AM): i just wished things were different

Jaundiced i (2:09:41 AM): Well, that's your decision to miss us. You know where I live.

FatWreck****** (2:09:44 AM): really different

FatWreck****** (2:09:58 AM): i drove by one night but i vouldnt come up

Jaundiced i (2:10:11 AM): Then what was the point of driving by?

FatWreck****** (2:10:34 AM): i was SCARED

FatWreck****** (2:10:56 AM): brb

FatWreck****** signed off at 2:11:03 AM.

He probably went to go call one of his ho's to get laid.

Eh, I don't give a fuck. I'm sick of being dicked around with.

-n0fx