8:58pm // 05/23/01
Today I was just having random thoughts about periods in my life.

When I was a little kid, I was so good. I'd do everything I was told without question and got straight A's in school. I never broke the rules and I loved being around my parents.

In my teenage years, everything went downhill. My A's turned into F's and I broke every rule you could ever think of. I wasn't just a rebelious child, I became a straight up bitch. I started getting arrested and experimenting with drugs.

Now, I'm still a teen but thing's are different. I feel that I have matured quite a lot. I'm not a bum, I provide as best as I can for my child, I pick up my end on everything and I'm an all around better person.

There's one thing I've always prided myself on. I was very open minded when it came to new people. In my high school, I pretty much talked to everyone. Well, everyone that would talk to me that is. I never became one of those groupie bitches and dissed people because of their clothes, beliefs, hobbies or anything of that sort. I've always been a firm believer that everyone should have a chance.

Anyways, to a different subject.

My ex keeps trying to make conversation with me as if nothing happened. I hate when ex's do that. I mean, if it was a mutual breakup, of course I'd have no problem talking to them. But these ex's that fuck me over beyond belief then expect me to talk to them as if none of it took place really irks me. He IMs me and asks how I'm doing, where I'm living then if I'm seeing anyone. He wouldn't leave the "are you seeing anyone" subject alone because he saw me with a male friend of mine the other day. I don't see why he wants to know anyway, he's the one that pretty much told me to fuck off.

Well, anyways, I finally got a new, decent webpage server so I will have a webpage up soon. I promise.

I'm out.

-n0fx

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