12:46am // 04/30/01
You never know how much you'll miss someone until they're actually gone. I'm missing tawd so much right now. I want him here so I can hold him and kiss him. Everybody can dream, right?

My friends are trying to get me to go out and meet other guys but I really don't want to. I don't want to until I'm completely over him. It might be a very long time from now but what good is a new relationship going to do if you're still stuck on an old one? Sometimes I wish I were an emotionless bitch so shit like this wouldn't happen. I don't mean that in the sense that I want to meet new guys. I mean that I just wish I wasn't hurt by stuff my past ex's have done.

I'm working 15 days straight. I worked Mon-Fri at the daycare, Sat-Sun at Port of Subs then I go Mon-Wed back at the daycare then back to Port of Subs Thurs-Tues. It's killing me. I'm so fucking exhausted and worn down.

I guess I'm out.

-n0fx

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