11:42pm // 04/24/01
Well, I miss him. But I know that there's nothing that could have helped us. He needs time to grow up and find himself. I'm just sorry we can't be friends still but that's not possible.

Or is it?

Eh. No.

Ever since he's been gone I have not been able to sleep in our bed. It's actually my bed but when someone's sleeping next to you for so long it becomes listed as an "ours" item. I've slept on the couch. I've been getting really paranoid since I've been living alone. When I wake up in the middle of the night I always feel as though I'm not alone and I always think I see someone jumping into my room. It gets so bad that I start to shake violently and can't move.

I'm going back to live with my mother again.

-n0fx

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