11:15pm // 11/15/00
Well, in case you couldn't read between the lines. I'm lonely. That's why my diary is now updated like twice a day. It really feels like I have no one left on my side. These mood swings I'm having are killing everything.

Friends

Heh, what friends? The friends that make fun of me?

Homeboy

My cat who never came home.

Mom

Who I fight with constantly now and I hate myself for it because it's mostly me who starts it.

I feel like I'm a complete failure. I can't do anything right anymore. I can't even walk down the fucking hall without tripping over myself. I feel miserable 24/7 and I've cried for the past 3 days over nothing.

Will someone please buy me a gun? That's about how I feel right now.

Fucking worthless.



-n0fx

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I am. . . A girl. 22. Overweight. A mother. A girlfriend. a smoker. A social drinker. A bowler.

I like. . .
My babies. My boyfriend. Bowling. Punk music. Totino's Pizza. Texas Hold Em. Straight teeth.

I dislike. . .
Impressionably people. Crooker teeth. Labels/Stereotypes. Mean people.

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