Everyone has been treating me a lot better than before. Like now when my mom and her boyfriend come in late and wake me up, they don't sit there and fight with me, they simple apologize and walk to their room. I mean, I'm not trying to be over demanding, but if I'm trying to sleep I don't want to be woken up 15 times through the night. I think it's fair that I ask to not be woken up when I'm trying to sleep and now they're finally realizing it. My mom went on a health food trip and bought me stuff from all the basic food groups. How nice considering I can't cook! But eventually I'll either learn, or starve :)

You know, I can't help thinking that if I had a boyfriend that somehow this would be easier for me. I mean, talking to my mom about something that's going to pop out of my twat just isn't my fancy. I want someone around that I'm more intamatly close with and not in a mother sense. As things are already going, I'm going to have to have my mom be my lamaza(sp?) coach. It's almost embarassing.

-n0fx