There's just so much stuff on my mind right now. A lot of it is good but there's still one thing holding me down. Michelle (the one I have mentioned in past entries).

I know nothing goes on between them. I know that's Justin's choice but I still can't help feeling upset by her actions and the way she goes about things. She wants him to go with her to a dance club..alone. Yes, it's her birthday but frankly, I give two shit's if it's her birthday. I'm not invited and that's not comfortable for me. At all. Justin has already told me that he's thinking of other alternatives to where I can be included but then I feel as if I am holding him back. I'm kind of torn right now and I don't know what to do or how to go about doing anything. Just knowing that someone is trying to steal the love of my life away from me hurts even though I know it wont happen. It's still very uncomfortable. I just don't know what to think right now about the situation. I know nothing's going to taint what I have with Justin but I guess there's thing's that I need to get over myself. Hopefully the understanding will come in time.

-n0fx